Forever more.

Been updating twitter a whole lot and I have been neglecting my blog. Sorry people, may be I'll go on hiatus soon? (:

I have a great deal of things to finish up. YES it includes FYP! -.- && 2days after school reopen, taaadaaaa!! UT! -.- ohh-emm-gee!! thank you so very much. Year 3 is coming to an end, the work load seems like it had just gets heavier as it goes by..

"When you begin to miss me, don't forget that you were the one who let me go."
(runawaytrain)

Yes, you've guessed it, the ex called in just now, clearly he is being delusional and I don't know what in the world he wants from me again.. *Looks up* It states ouh so very clearly that I really can't be bothered with what you want anymore because I am happy with my boyfriend..

To hubbylove,

&& sayang
I promise to love you forever - every single day of forever.

I know things had been very rocky before, yet you became so very reasonable[hands down on this, he was really patience with me] and calm though at times, I know I am being such a freaking bitch. Thank you for being there with me when I really need you the most.. (:

I love you greenman, forever more will be.. ((:

Labels: bug off ex cuz I LOVE EDDY MORE

peace

Monday, December 07, 2009 @ 12/07/2009 09:55:00 PM

"Sometimes I think this is what life is all about
- hanging on when your heart's had enough,
and giving more when you want to give up."
(runawaytrain)

I know I am strong, just give me time to pull myself together
&& I will back on my tracks,
I will be back by your side,
I will be back as the old me.

I am trying my best to be compose now, things may change drastically but I am sure I will listen to what my heart had to say. I will take one step at a time, always believe that there is a reason behind everything that had happen. God may not show me straight away, but I think He is telling me to take a toll and just live my life as it is and don't be to eager to grow up fast. (:

I know there is a lot more things for me to learn and accomplish. It may take a longer time but I know I am able to do it with Him around.. I can really find peace whenever I talk to Him.. (:

Hubbylove, you know, you too play an important role in my life, that's why I love you so very much sayang.. (:

Labels: within me

sensitive

Wednesday, December 02, 2009 @ 12/02/2009 04:16:00 PM

Lately, things had been such a mess, a huge downer. I have been crying before I go to sleep [which makes me look stupid], I kept reminiscing about the past, I kept wanting to slow down and eventually stop and I even feel very stupid.

Boyf been such a sweetheart lately and I am really thankful for that. I do not understand why at times, I am the one being so cruel with him. Maybe due to the stress that I have now which consist of FYP, School and Family. I am still trying my best to put my chin up, smile and show them that I am alright but I just think that I can't.

I can't go through it. I find things so very hard to manage. I'm just lost of words.

The very 1st few pictures we took..

"Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one."

Soon will be our 1st year anniversary,
how fast time flies now days.
I wonder, what will our next step be?
what will we go through?

toodles..

love for all

Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 11/29/2009 10:02:00 PM

I love Danish Khairuzan, thou, hehe, I love the brother more lahh.. ((:
I know he always puts a smile on my face just by the look his pictures..
Now very clever already as he loves the camera.. hehe

Boy,
you have always make my heart skip a beat...
you gave me butterflies in the stomach..
you make my knees weak..
you've made me love you more today than yesterday..

Despite your crazy antics, I know,
you will always be there for me..
loving me with every breathe you take..
baby, thank you for all that you have done..

I love you so very much..

no trust

Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 11/25/2009 06:31:00 PM

"Sometimes it gets hard to trust anyone
when everyone you ever opened your heart to has let you down."

Hit me straight in the head, I feel very weak..

It took a toll on me,
& I am sick of pretending..

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